Theatreoflife

We met up on one of the Saturdays 3 weeks ago to have early morning Dim Sum, chilling and KTV @ Liang Court. Even though the Dim Sum at Chinatown is not fantastic or rather sucky, we had fun just chatting with each other. Keng Wan joined us too! We are touched by his sudden appearance. LOL.

After Dim Sum, we went over to Chinatown Point – Coffee Bean to continue chilling and take a series of  ’Family’ photo there. We left Coffee Bean around 11.30am and we walked all the way to Liang Court. Since it was early, we went to Medi-Ya to shop around and bought sushi for KTV later. We also had Crepes before KTV. Nice! Nice!

Partyworld sound system shucks big time. The microphones cannot be used together. If not, it will has this irritating and loud sound coming out or if not, it will has no sound at all. This is the first and last time I visit Partyworld @ Liang Court. Anyway, we had great fun there. Laugh alot rather than sing. Recorded Yik Chin and Dinh Minh version of ‘Making Love out of Nothing at all’. I still could not stop laughing when I watched the vids at home.

Enjoyed myself thoroughly that day. Looking forward to our New Moon Movie outing next week. :)

是啊. 执着有的时候只是让我们一味的拉住过去，不肯放开，并钻进过去的漩涡里，那又何必呢 ？当别人一直的对你说，你过去不是这样的，你过去犯过了什么错误，你过去怎样又怎样，那都是过去. 没什么好说也没什么好改变的. 难道不是吗？只要我们曾反省过，已改过，那就行了吧？

有时候，做人就是无可奈何。想做自己也难，不做自己也难，那做人到底要怎么样才是最简单并且对的呢？这真是一门学问啊。我本身是处女座。听说，处女座的人呢，是完美主义者，是不想因为配合别人而改变自己，是不会为了别人的眼光而失去自己的本质的人。对，这就是我。为什么就因为他是老板，我就必须一定要听他的，赞成他的一切不可理喻的要求及说法呢？不对的事，就的反驳，就的说出来，何必委屈求全，骗自己，把自己变得和他一样不可理喻？我看不起这样的人。也许，就是因为这样的性格，常被别人规格成不会做人，很凶，不给面子。但是，我不稀罕这种意见，因为我不想改变自己去迎合别人。

It was 6th November and we meet up for dinner @ Marina Square Yuki Yaki. It was as usual fun and we had alot of laughs. Especially when we were cooking ice cream. That is why I called us The Crazy 4 as we are not once ‘not crazy’ when we meet up. I enjoyed their company always. Allows me to relax and just chat, laugh and release all my stess. :)

Though enjoyable, I smells like Barbequed Sharon when I left the place. OMG. The ventilation shucks. LOL. Next Post will be on Dim Sum Breakfast and KTV with them on 14th November, Saturday. It was great fun too. Had a damn funny video to post. Hur Hur.

Back from Sashimi Land. Argh! I am starting to miss the days there. Back to work last Friday in holiday mood. Today have to start serious work. Like OMG. I am so blue! Or rather already black! The days in Japan were fun! Weather is nice, tour mates are nice and super fun, funny tour guides and nice food. I love it man! We even went for the hotspring together. Like a bunch of ladies and aunties together all naked. LOL. But we enjoyed ourselves. I will blog about the trip in details later in the above tab. I miss miss miss NIPPON!!!! I want to go again next year! :)

The long awaited day is finally here. I will be flying off to Sashimi Land, Sushi Land or Wasabi Land in 15 hours time! Happy! The flight is 11.25pm and I will reach Japan at 7.30am (Singapore Time 6.30am). There are a few things which I hope will be smooth. Nice Weather with no rain. Enjoy the company with my friend. Got good seats on the plane. Got good seats on the bus. Safe Journey to and fro. All in all, hope we enjoy ourselves there. :)

I already got a shopping list. Planning to buy cosmetic and facial products in Japan. Oh. And of cos, blue label burberry bag. Hmm. Am also wondering whether our tour guide will be good looking? Male or Female? Hoping for a Male though. Lol. Aniwae, just wanted to blabber something on my blog before I fly to Japan. Tata~~

Yes. I am officially flying to Japan on 12 Oct 11.25pm flight by ANA. Hur Hur. And this will be in 1 week time. Cannot help but keep smiling. Lol. It is a break from work for me and also cos this is the 1st time I will be stepping on the land of Japan – a place which I have wanted very much to visit years ago. So it is like a ‘dream come true’ sorta thing.

I think it will be autumn when I visit Japan. Looking forward to see the orange maple leaves. I believe it will be OMG damn beautiful. The food is also something which I am excited about as I love Japanese cusine. Oh. I need to revise my Japanese. Shit. I think I forgot most of it. I pull out my Japanese notebook to read last night. Forgot quite a bit of stuffs. Lol.

Aniwae, 1 more week of work and I will be off to Japan!!! Pray hard that it will be a fun, smooth and safe journey and  good weather. :) Yah. I remember about hotspring suddenly. Should I go or not go? Naked lei. haha!

Let me wish myself a Happy Birthday today. I am turning 24. I know it is still not a age to be called old. But somehow, reaching the 25 in life is still chotto scary. Seems like I have not acheive much – whether @ work or personal life or relationships – it is still a blank. I need to be more energetic about life and I need to feel the motivation and determination to live my life better.

Somehow, as we grow older, we experience more things that we don’t experience when we are young. Especially, when we started working. People thinks that fake people are nice person. Straight forward like me, someone like me who don’t even bother to shuck up at people are mean person. Somehow… the world works like that. Some people just love to act as if they are fighting to win the Oscar Award. But I thought it is foolish actions of them.

I cant help but laugh secretly at them. I cant help but feel embarassed for them. I cant help but feel exasperated that they can be so blinded by their acting that they think they are good and smart. But what can I do? What can I say? I shall give myself a break today. I dressed up myself. Put on make-up. I am not going to get frustrated or mad at people. I am going to laugh as much as possible. Today is MY day. I need to be happy. :)

We gave our bosses alot of nicknames. Lao Yao Jing, SW which stands for Siao Woman, Yao Guai and one of it is Lao Lao. I am really exasperated at the things that she is doing and her actions. Like seriously, no matter how many times I narrated her actions to colleagues, friends and even my mum, everyone held the same reactions – What is your boss doing? Does she knows or understands what she is doing? How come she can work for so many years as a HR Manager and yet don’t even displayed that bit of professionalism in the things that she did?

Oh and she even asked me for my recommendations for such a common sensical issue. I realised she is afraid to make decisions. She loves to throw the ball to me so that I can get the blame if anything goes wrong. She siam when the management questioned her and she throws the blame to her staff. Wah Lau. I can’t stop cursing at such a boss. If she cannot guides, at least protects her staff. Anything that we did went through her approval, so of anything goes wrong, shouldn’t she be the one to hold responsibility? No. Cos she is too Kia Si to do so.

How come I work as if I have no bosses? I learn by myself, I make decision myself. Sigh. But at least I can work independently as compared to my boss. Haha. Ironical. Oh and one more thing which gets me real frustrated is that – she don’t read the emails that we sent and yet she expect us to read and reply to all emails sent to us within  1 day. Sorrie. I can’t help rolling my eyes.

I am fine if she don’t read the emails that I sent. But I can’t stand it when she points finger at me that I did not update her, did not include her in the loop of my email, did not reply to emails when I did. I did and it is just that - she missed reading all the emails that I sent. So whose fault is it now? She said ‘all important emails need to be printed and put in my in-tray so that I will read’. If she has the time or makes the effort to clear her in-tray, why don’t she use her time and effort to clear her emails? Most importantly, I printed and put in her in-tray. She still did not read.

We have to be conscious that the earth is burning a hole. We need to ‘Huai Bao’. What is the point of changing the air con temperature to a high 26 degree celsius and leaving us hot and uncomfortable in the office while my boss continues to kill so many trees? Like shit. I don’t know how long more can I tahan her crazy, thoughtless, selfish and STUPID antics.

It is Monday again! Sigh! The start of another week and 5 more days to go to reach the next weekend. Due to the working environment, annoying and knowledge-less boss and some of the selfish + fake colleagues, I have lost all motivation at work. It seems like I am now working for the sake of ’have to work’ and for the sake of money. I am not someone who can master the art of hypocrisy and thus, to survive in such an environment is really a difficult task for me.

It is tiring. I want to be doing something that is meaningful and something that I love. This is where motivation will comes. However, all this are hard to come by. How many times in life will things be going your way? Going in the direction of your ‘wants’? Oh well. Aniwae, it is not good to be depressing early in the morning. I shall look forward to dinner with Siew Leng and Yen and also chatting with him who is in UK on Skype later.

BTW, I have updated the page ‘Story of Kimchi Land’. Hehe. :)